Hey look! It's not November and I'm still posting. Go me!
I had my yearly physical in late October, wherein I proceeded to get my yearly lecture from my doctor about my cholesterol levels. I have them checked yet again and to my horror, they are higher than ever before. Basically, I've got roughly 5 months to get them down or I'm going to have to go on cholesterol medication. And my doctor knows this is absolutely the last thing I want.
Robb has been the best about this - we're exercising more, cooking at home more and he checks everything to make sure it's good for me and my cholesterol lowering mission. Of course, the number one way to lower cholesterol is to lose weight, so that is another thing I'm working on.
I've also started taking these pills called "CholestOff" that a co-worker recommended. I did research on them and figured it was worth a try.
But, in the end, the biggest thing I need to do is lose weight.
So. Frusterating. I'm so over this battle. Over looking at photos and being disappointed in how I look. Over myself for letting this happen, for gaining so much weight and not doing something about it when I had the chance.
And mostly I'm worried that it's something I can't fix no matter how hard I try.