Thursday, April 29, 2010


The main shoot for the new webshow is done. I can sum it up best by saying, I was awake for 25 1/2 hours on the last day. I hope I never have to experience that again, but really, I learned a ton I would have never learned otherwise.

Also, I am so indebted to the people who worked tirelessly beside me.

Now I just need to catch up on some sleep and get back into my exercise routine. I miss running.

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Lunchtime Fun

I had the best lunch today, meeting up with Robb, Kathy and her baby Amelia was a great plan. It actually felt like we had tons of time to talk, no rushing around, plenty of things to chat about.

Amelia is so adorable and fun, I think the best part was watching the restaurant owner watch us play with Amelia. They also enjoyed how fun she was and how much we were enjoying getting to play with her. I love a lunch that leaves me with such good vibes. I need to do more of those.

Lunch was especially nice since I spent a good portion of the morning thinking about everything I've done wrong recently. I seem to be quite good at beating myself up over things and it was so wonderful to be forced out of my head and into the present, it really takes the air out of any bad moods I was entertaining.

I'm working hard at balancing work/life stuff and today was a nice mix of that. I relish these moments with friends and strive to have more of them.

Monday, April 05, 2010

No Day Like Today

You know how some people say that what you eat affects your moods more than you know?

Well today I completely agree with them.

I have alternated between feeling so stressed I want to scream and so disappointed/angry I want to cry. I somewhat blame the candy I ate yesterday for feeling so off-kilter.

I really hate it when I'm disappointed in someone. There's nothing I can do to fix it, nothing I can say to make things better. And the frusteration of it all is not helping the stress.

See, I'm in the midst of bringing a new webshow to life. And to say I'm stressed would be an understatement.

I know it will all come together. I know it will. I just have to make it through the not fun parts to see it happen.

In the meantime, I'm reminding myself to take good care of me. To get lots of exercise, lots of sleep and as much face time with The Boyfriend as I can, all things that always make life better.